Thoughts beyond 2AM
"My heart was broken like a torn tape. The age of 18, we fell in love easily… And worry too much about little things. The age of 18. The adults casually say… At our age, we laugh at the simple things. But at that time, we were serious. It was intense and harder than other adults. In 1997, when we were 18, things were like this."
"I won’t fry your head, if you don’t poach my heart."
FILMS I RE-WATCHED IN 2013:
Wild Child (2008)
Emma Roberts (Poppy Moore) & Alex Pettyfer (Freddy Kingsley)
I’ve been stuck in a place I don’t want to be. Like I’m floating in limbo. That feeling of uncertainty of what you are, what you’re going to be. I keep asking myself how long should I do this, should I just give it up and move on? My heart is nowhere near ready to give it all up, the could have beens and the what ifs, but in my head, the disappointments and failings, it’s all just too much. I wonder if I’ll be able to bend or eventually just, break.
I want to be selfish, selfish in ways of accepting love given to me. I won’t push anyone away anymore. I won’t feel guilty. I’ll just take what I can get, but now that I think more of it, I’m being more cold-hearted than ever.
The important people in our lives leave imprints. They may stay or go in the physical realm, but they are always there in your heart, because they helped form your heart. There’s no getting over that.Dash and Lily’s Book of Dares by Rachel Cohn and David Levithan